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Mar 19, 2014

Be like Joseph

It occur to me that today(March 19) is the solemnity of St. Joseph husband of Mary, most of the time I look up to Jesus of what He has done for us ,of How he is our saviour. But it never came to my mind what Joseph the carpenter has done for us. 

Todays gospel is Mt 1:16,18-21,24a


16and Jacob the father of Joseph the husband of Mary, of whom Jesus was born, who is called Christ.18Now the birth of Jesus Christ took place in this way. When his mother Mary had been betrothed to Joseph, before they came together she was found to be with child of the Holy Spirit;19and her husband Joseph, being a just man and unwilling to put her to shame, resolved to divorce her quietly.20But as he considered this, behold, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream, saying, “Joseph, son of David, do not fear to take Mary your wife, for that which is conceived in her is of the Holy Spirit;21she will bear a son, and you shall call his name Jesus, for he will save his people from their sins.”24When Joseph woke from sleep, he did as the angel of the Lord commanded him; he took his wife,

This gospel made me take a step back and reflect of all things done. I’ve had instances when I’m angry I could turn into a monster.  Second, I never stop talking when I’m angry and whenever I make choices I just go and pick up what I think is nice and never really take time to understand  what it’ll do to me or others.

 Joseph never had a speaking part in the gospel yet he played an important role in salvation history. He was about to leave mary but the angel came to him in his dream  that changed his mind.That was his role in our history. You have to remind yourself to do this because of Joseph , so be like him and pray for him aswell. 

goodnight

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Mar 13, 2014
Ñ sorry not sorry. shoespiration

sorry not sorry. shoespiration

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Mar 13, 2014
Ñ another one of my shoespiration

another one of my shoespiration

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Mar 13, 2014
Ñ inspired by shoes today. here’s one of them

inspired by shoes today. here’s one of them

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Mar 09, 2014

The Last Time I’ll Ever Think About You

I used to think about how I would keep track of how many times you let me down, as some kind of twisted, mental tally of why I was the superior one of us. I used to memorize the way your voice sounded when you lied, but let you continue to do so because I truly believed that this was the only way to keep you. And I cringe to think of how many times I forgave you — not only forgave you, but welcomed you back with open arms despite the ways in which you had wronged me, which by that point had so far outnumbered the ways in which you had done right by me that I had stopped keeping track. To this day, I wonder how and why I let myself turn into a doormat for you. Believe me when I say that that is not who I am, but I was that for you, because there was something about you that made me weak.

I used to lay in bed half-asleep and think about the blurry year we spent together, and I run foggy theories through my mind of possible explanations behind why I let it go on for so long. Maybe because part of me never believed I deserved you in the first place. I couldn’t accept that I deserved your 100%, so I was happy with your 75%, and I forced myself to be content with your 50%, and I kept my mouth shut with your 25%, and I cried with the phone on mute to your 10%.

But I have spent a long time being mad at you — for ruining my favorite Dashboard Confessional song, for making me hate going to school for 2 whole quarters before classrooms stopped reminding me of you, for making me grow up before I was ready. But I’m done being mad at you, and I’m done hating you, and I’m ready to accept the fact that I was at least half to blame for what transpired between us. 

When it comes to the prospect of new love, I’m a mess, I’ll admit. Probably because with relationships come a certain level of inevitable emotional vulnerability, and I can’t seem to shake the mental image of myself stripping down to bare bones to let someone new in, only to have him find that there is nothing there to keep him warm at night, nothing but dusty skeletons of loves I’ve yet to put to rest. 

I have swallowed every bitter pill of my memories of us, and sometimes I’m afraid that they’ve taken root in my stomach. I’ve gotten really good at keeping a tight lid on the demons you introduced me to, but sometimes I swear I can feel the pressure of them beating against my rib cage, yearning to escape, to exist outside the confines of my walls. I’m afraid that they will slip past my defenses as I’m lowering them to embrace another, like poison that lays dormant until it’s exposed to the air. 

But despite this, the truth is that I have come a long ways from where I was two years ago, and I am proud of the progress I’ve made. For the first time in my life, I have learned how to be truly happy alone, and that’s a skill I had never fully conquered before. (Falling out of one love and directly into another one, repeatedly, will do that to you.) I have always told anyone who would listen: You need to love being alone before you will ever be able to love being his.

It’s weird to say goodbye to you, as you have been such a permanent fixture of my creative subconscious. Thank you for being the inspiration behind every urgent word fervently scribbled in the margins of my lecture notes and the Sunday pages in my planner, but I feel that I can no longer continue writing about a ghost.

Reaching a level of apathy regarding you has been the goal all along, because it would mean that I had truly let you, and the resentment I harbored for you, go. 

It feels good.

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Feb 24, 2014
If I were a pair of shoe, what shoe would I be?
I’d say a pair of  christian louboutin loafers.:D

If I were a pair of shoe, what shoe would I be?

I’d say a pair of  christian louboutin loafers.:D

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Feb 10, 2014
Ñ A journey of Life through God. To make the world a better place. My purpose is to help more people. Inspire others to be an inspiration aswell.

A journey of Life through God. To make the world a better place. My purpose is to help more people. Inspire others to be an inspiration aswell.

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Feb 03, 2014
Ñ theangrytherapist:

#everysingleday

theangrytherapist:

#everysingleday

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Feb 03, 2014

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Feb 03, 2014
sweethaven:


International Release Dates

June 12! Can’t wait :)

sweethaven:

International Release Dates

June 12! Can’t wait :)

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Feb 02, 2014

congrats to the past.. I will now put the past mistakes aside and build a new future.

thank you LORD!!!!!!!

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